just realized i love blogging

wow, i just realised i love blogging, 2 posts in 1 day! Its like a whiteboard where i can just pen my thoughts, and it never runs out of space. Blogging is like a confirmation of thought, for like,my thoughts are mostly still in semi translucent state, most of the time they're not very definite. But when i blog, my thoughts become words and it sort of finalises things. Maybe I can start planning my life using my blogs, then I can become more decisive when it comes to real life. About privacy, I dont think anyone reads my blog, and i dont put much personal stuff, it'll be very very boring to read it, so im quite relaxed about my online journal. I lost the battle to do homework, not planning to do any tonight, even though i have physics, maths and gp tutorials tomorrow. WHoosh there goes my homework -outta my head-. forgot about it. I have PE tomorrow, favourite lesson, i mean compared to crappy chem, messy maths, psycho physics, gloppy gp and ewww economics. (ok im being lame) PE is the best of them all, those lousy boring stuff that people learn just to find good jobs and earn big bucks. (blows nose at life). Just to keep in with that new hardworking character of mine that i resoluted in my resolution this year, I'll be adding new chimm words in my blog, slotting them wherever possible, whenever possible. Also, maybe i can read econs during breaks, when im alone or being antisocial or something, then maybe just maybe, i can act like a studious student for once. Ok, now i've written all that (crap) listed above, i feel quite sick of blogging already, so much for my love of blogging huh... its late, shi hou bu zao le, jiu ci ge bi.

OMg, my work is crap

Its 9.58pm sunday nite, its like I know there's work to do, but i've been avoiding it all weekend, and doing a good job of it.

Studies have been like the last priority for me nowadays, but thats sort of an improvement, in Chinese High, they were'nt even a priority. There's this sort of intellectual inertia that I have to overcome just to even open my bag to fish out 'the stuff'. There's also a physical inertia I experience every morning when i get out of bed, thats strong stuff too, i mostly lose that mental battle every morning. Guess Im just mentally weak, I swear im going to win that battle tomorrow. Every day is presents a new challenge, another battlefield to fight on.

Its like i havent been touching any of those study stuff for the last few weeks, or paid attention to the bloody lectures, although i made a resolution to change for this year 2005. That's another challenge-- keeping my resolutions. I WILL LISTEN IN CLASS.

Been borrowing money around too much, till im not sure who i owe money to, i definitely owe shaun 5 bucks, and MAYBE owe nicholas 5 bucks, that im not too sure. There's this sort of impression i got that i may have returned it, but he's really insistent that i havent, so... pay up dude.. GONNA GET MORE CASH FROM PARENTS [parasite]

so its like 10.08pm now, took 10 mins to blog, haha, should i do work? or not. Based on past experience, i'll take eons to get started, and then just when i start on question 1, i'll feel too tired to carry on... hmmm one more battle to fight...

is every day one more day to live, or one less day to live?

Woke up with a flu bug, usual symptoms of blocked nose, cough, etc.etc.etc. It is very annoying that I fall sick so often, this is like the 3rd time in 3 weeks i've caught the flu!

bloody hell... I swore not to get sick again after the 2nd bout of flu, but then I kana-ed it again! I am going to take vitamin C every single morning before school, and avoid all other sickos.

How am I going to lose weight if I keep getting sick?

X country cashew nuts

Today cross country, ok, it was good, ran around the forest with a dozen other plodders, grunting and puffing like unfit people... which we are. My one consolation is that this is the first cross country i made an effort to not walk in, and luckily as fate would have it, i jogged the entire 4.8km, clap clap.

Bad thing was, i gained a stitch like nearing the end, and a slight pull on my calf of my left leg.. So i was in pain in the last 100metres, and had to watch like 5o plus people sprint past me. A not so nice scenario, next time, i'll be ready... just watch out!

Went Sentosa, swam around, tasted horribly extra-salty seawater(duh), tried to hide my massive spare tyres :) embarassing but true. Oh man, i find like all the guys in my class are so fit, in comparison to me, its like they've been training up during the holidays or something i suspect. Samuel has clearly defined abs, and everyone else looks skinny and fit! Omg, its like im the only fat one in class... terrible terrible terrible.

Why i started a blog, others got blogs, so i decided i shouldnt be left out, karans got a blog, charles got a blog, and... i dunno i think everyone else. firstly, i think blog's a way of letting others know me better, and maybe it'll allow me to know myself better, and perhaps improve my english, and keep a record of my life, so that like in 5 years down the road, i'll know what i was doing on the 26th of January 2005. Yes, and my first post is retarded.

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